November 2018 is a date which will forever be embedded in my brain.
The time in my life when I realized we would need a little more than patience, tenderness & love.
I am choosing for privacy not to name each Dept. and Agency to give my child privacy but its LONNNNNNGGGG. Every week I rang someone pleading for help for my child. Something is wrong. We have missed something.I don’t know what to do, who to call.
Fast forward *more meetings than President Putin has had to attend ( this part MAY be slightly exaggerated), consultations, begging phone calls to GP, emails, letters. Department after Department pushed from one to another. Ring this number ask for….they will help, ring such and such, that is their area not mine. Fill out this form, etc etc .You get the drift and its a replica of one I’ve filled out last month and was told the waitlist is 3/4 years. These forms are NOT straight forward, they require time and effort and concentration to fill and did I mention my child was exhibiting extremely violent behavior/ struck in flight/ flight/ freeze mode, not sleeping…much and school refusing at the time !
I am not a bad parent, I was successful in my job and my home is full of love and happiness, my children had all they wanted , wholly content until then, life really was great but now I needed to do a 360 , adapt and parent a child with multiple diagnosis and navigate and walk the path. But it would be fine, Ill have help, someone will tell me what to do, point me in the direction of someone who will help. It brings tears to my eyes writing this as it was like entering a war zone blindfolded daily with snipers ready to gun you down with one wrong move. My child, a female, has ASD & ADHD. Dual diagnosis, co morbidity and a platter of other letters now to add to her name.
Private assessments and consultations and a change of school has remedied this somewhat but at what cost. All the back and forth has cost us. It has cost my child 2 years plus of a childhood. Irreplaceable years. Financially and emotionally, we are spent. Hearts and bank accounts depleted. Learning, educating ourselves, introducing strategies, plans, supports, visual aids,low arousal techniques and forced choice.And these are only possible as we had financial means to get them. From our healthcare system we did take part in a programme that has been hugely beneficial to all of us but if you search for it , you won’t find it on any google search. Surprised I’m not. All supports are hidden because as far as I can see they are as thin on the ground as snow in South Africa.
So where are the services .. who will hold there hands up and offer help. Our countries services from my experience are stretched, workers are overworked , ratios I would be afraid to ask …
Why won’t you help us , our children? Are we not important. Why are these ridiculous policies, endless forms in place. Stop spending money on environmental projects and invest in your countries future humans . ( as I do fully support eco saving and being sensible but not before my child!) TBC